Week 3 update

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I didn’t want to write this post.  I want to be honest with you and to be honest with you have to be honest about how my week was.  Short story my week was horrible.

Last week I shared about hitting a few bumps but still being in the wagon and moving forward.  Well, those bumps caught up to me and bumped me out of the wagon and into a hole.

Not a nasty, dirty, wet hole, filled with the ends of worms and an oozy smell, nor yet a dry, bare, sandy hole with nothing in it to sit down on or to eat: it was a hobbit hole, and that means comfort

—J.R.R. Tolkien The Hobbit

Yes, that is how I feel.  I have fallen back into my comfortable little hobbit hole complete with pantries.  As I reflected on this past week, I realized how much I could relate this story to The Hobbit.  After all, Bilbo was quite happy to live in his hobbit hole, never leaving the shire.  Gandalf invited complete strangers to his house which made poor Bilbo so uncomfortable he was beside himself and very sure he wouldn’t go on the journey.  But then, then something change and he left in such haste that he even forgot a pocket hanky.

journey in the fog

I wanted a picture of a hobbit hole for here but this will have to do.

I need to leave my hobbit hole and the shire of poor eating and unhealthy habits and head into a land that although unknown, has to lead to a change in me.  And we all know that Bilbo wasn’t the same after his journey.

I’m hoping this will be a turning point, that even though it was a rough week, I won’t throw in the towel completely.  I will try to push through and still make changes.  I’m being honest and real here for a few reasons.

  1. In this day of social media we see so much of everyone’s “perfect” days, I want others to know they are not alone in their struggles.
  2. I’m not sure if anyone reads this but I want what they read here to be what they might hear from me in person if we might talk in person
  3. This is just as much for my accountability as it is anything else.

So the only thing that has survived this week is my exercising.  I’m on track to finish the Reach program next Friday.  This is really working on some weak areas in my body so while I’m not seeing any changes yet I do know it’s doing something.  Everything else, well it was left at the door f my hobbit hole.

Until next week, keep putting one foot in front of the other, even if sometimes it’s 2 steps forward and 3 steps back.